There is something I need to say to my special friend but I dare not say it as I fear many bad things will happen and out friendship will end. It was something that Achap force me to do but I don't want. He gave me a time period till 9th July which is a day before my Gaurds Camp to confess to her. Still even if I were to go camp, I won't say anything to her, I let Achap himself tell her about me at least I will not be there to see the result.
After he tell my friend I hope we will still be friends. You see I am afraid even if I actually like her cause I think ahead, I think of whats gonna happen, that's why I remained quiet and pretending not to be close to her.
And I think she will be reading this, damn I am so stupid. Well its my blog, this is where I let out what is in my mind. I cannot keep it for long as I can easily forget but I got one important task to do which is : TO KEEP HER HAPPY AS LONG AS POSSIBLE. And I know it's not gonna be easy.
